Private Thoughts and Imaginations...

Saturday, October 28, 2006

Nobody is that PERFECT!

It's annoying, that "perfect image" people create in their minds about you... that you're flawless, you can never hurt anyone, you're over smart you could never do something stupid, and that you're an angel on earth! but what annoys me most, is when you try to convince them that you too are an ordinary normal human being, with lots of flaws and mistakes... it's like they can't really hear what you're saying, they donno what you're talking about, they don't want to see it, or in other words, they don't want to believe it...

The funny part is when they keep on giving you excuses for your acts and mistakes, while others are being punished and judged for doing something much less horrible...

and by the way, being a doctor or an engineer or whatever doesn't mean that you're smarter or better than the rest, and it definitely doesn't mean that you know more than everyone else... simply because no one knows "everything" about "everything"!

Nobody is that perfect, and am not that perefect either! and i, for sure, can't fix everything!!! o it's not my problem if you can't deal with it!

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Happy 3eed Every1!

Kol saneh o into salmeen ya rab :)
May all your wishes and dreams come true!
Tala, Thank you very much for the card and the heart magnet ;) you made me feel like a little kid again :D (i really missed that feeling!)
(after all, i do deserve a gift considering the number of gifts i wrapped this weekend, don't i ;)
Thanks for making me feel special :)
Enjoy 3eed, and see u all next week! (since am leaving to Aqaba first thing in the morning :)

Bye Ramadan!

Since Ramadan is about to end, we thought that it would be a nice idea to say goodbye in a decent way, and welcome 3eed with a joyful spirit. The JU-IEEE commitee and some volunteers successfully had an Iftar for 35 orphans, aged between 6 and 12 years old, on saturday the 21st of october 2006.

Below are some pictures to show what 3 days of preparation could do ;)

Ain't Tala and I great at wrapping gifts ;)

Baloons and Candy bags (you can only imagine how it feels like looking at those mounts of sweets while you're still fasting!)

Dar's idea of having fun! (and yes, those are toilet papers!)

(the kids had a real great time, thank you for all your efforts :)

More pictures of the event are comeing soon ;) (and they're even nicer!)

Thanks to everyone who helped make this event a success, we really enjoyed working with each one of you :) and am looking forward to seeing you all in similar activities soon!

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Even Grass Besomes Milk...

Till when… how long will it be before I find out which way should I choose….
Lots of whys and hows are searching for an answer, my head is about to explode…. The piles of work stare at me and laugh… yes, another week with lots of things to do, and not enough hours in the day for anything… am still stuck, trapped, I can’t move :) I feel like a bird in a fancy golden cage… it’s filled with diamonds and pearls, but yet, it’s still a cage…

Lost? might be… madness? out of question… my hot cup of tea is soon going to be empty… so is my patience… am in the middle of nowhere…

They say it’s going to rain tomorrow morning… will it? or is it just another prediction? I can only wait to find out… but the problem is, I no more could wait to for an answer that leads to new questions without answers… am tired, tired of it all, tired of everything and everyone… nonsense? Perhaps…. Who said that everything in this world has to make sense?

Life is fair, that’s what he said, and I could only laugh… I couldn’t see how, I still don’t… is he right? is he wrong? Another question left without an answer….

“Trust me”, why should i? what for? Where is this going to end???? or am I supposed to keep on going in circles around my self without an exist? another whirlpool, with no way out…

“listen to your heart”, what about that voices that refuse to shut up… my conscious, my mind, and all the echoes in my head… how am I supposed to ignore all that???

I want to stop thinking, I want to vanish, to no more exist… just to be left alone… is that too much to ask for? It seems to be like it is…

I can only wait and see how this is gonna end, and where it’ll take me, but I have a feeling it won’t be anywhere near….

“Have patience! In time, even grass becomes milk.” - Charan Singh, mystic (1916-1990)

Friday, October 13, 2006

Baby Picture Tag ;)

This is me when i was a little kid, i guess i was 3 years old or smth :)

Tala, Dar, Diana, and Samir, am sorry to say this (actually am not ;) , but u have all been tagged :)
i can't wait to see how you looked like when you were kids!

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Is it Friday Yet?

Yup, it's been one of those days all week long :)
all i really want is 9 continuous hours of sleeping, is that too much to ask for?

P.S.: don't even dare think of waking me up on friday!

Sunday, October 01, 2006

i've been tagged :(

i donno what's so special about girls bags, anyway, here's ur chance (although i know the stuff in mine doesn't look like a girls 1 ;)

am glad i wasn't bag tagged 4 years ago, i had real weird stuff in there ;)

i'll tag Tala, Diana, and Samir, i bet u have more interesting stuff in urs :D